I'm bored. I'm no better than a loner. My father, mother and brother HAPPILY HOLD HANDS go watch The Dark Knight, the movie that i've been wanting to watch so much, plus kulbir and bh cannot stop tempting me about the movie. And LEFT ME AT HOME to eat grass. Fine, be that way ! lol. I swear to watch it one day. That one day will never arrive. I've been watching far too many movies nowadays. And i'm seriously broke.



I really pity myself, really... I came to realise that almost everyday seems boring to me. I have no friends. Nobody cares about me. I'm left all alone talking to myself, or sometimes to my imaginary friend because i'm pathetic, i've no friends. No, none. Everyday after school, i take the bus home, bathe, eat, blog and sleep. The next morning, somehow, i just woke up myself. I've no alarm clock. Because no one wanted to sell it to me. Can you imagine how bored my life can be? Oh my. I sound like some emo kid. No guys, that's not me, it's Jenny. Sometimes i just wonder how people from perhaps other parts of the world actually blog about their emo life, without leaving any privacy to themselves. I mean, yes, it's good to blog. and yes, it's not wrong for anyone else to type anything they like because that's their blog, and no one have the rights to stop them from blogging anything they want. But don't they have to consider that if fortunately, they have a blog fan reading their post almost everyday, and going gigi gaga after reading like 'oh my idol have a really cool blog' and 'oh he/she posts really cool stuffs'. and when people actually go to their blog to read about their emo life, what will they think? uh, i know i'm actually asking quite a stupid question but yes, i really wish to know the answer. you know, everyone have different views about different things. For me, emo people in real life still ok lar. But people who blogged their emo life out are really weiiiirrrrrddddd. nobody wants to read about a post full of emo issues right? Ok, i'm just a nobody to these people so i cannot control what they want to blog about. My blog's not fantastic either. In fact, it's full of nonsensical craps.



Had photo taking with my class today. It was chaos. The process was fun. However, i think the photos will be HORRIBLLY UGLY. whadever. After school, accompanied jy and ky to the Sukudo competition. Ky and i anyhow only. At first, i really did try hard but unless miracle happens, i'm never going to solve the sudoku puzzle, that's for sure. I admit that i'm quite clever, no, very clever, but you know, sudoku is not my cup of tea. CHEH ! Towards the end of the competition, i decided to give up. Why waste so much brain cells on something which i already think it's impossible to solve. So i wrote '1' in every box. At least i'll get 9 boxes correct out of every puzzle. Clever laoniang ! lol.



On my way home on the bus, there was this old lady asking money from me. She held my hand and demanded 5 dollars from me.

Scary... the only reaction from me was stunned.

before i could even think whether to give her the money, someone sitting behind her waved her hand and stopped me from giving her money. I should have give her the money isn't it? Or shouldn't i? because if i really did give her the money, she'll think that it's really easy to get money from almost everyone. and therefore, she'll never learn to earn money by herself.

Well, i think this old lady should find a job and earn money instead of begging money from others. I mean no point asking money from people when in the beginning, she already knew that she'll get nothing from others. People will only be freaked out of their wits. Some people may even think that this old lady's crazy.
So tell me, what's the point?



Oh dear. Seems like i'm asking many questions today. But i doubt anybody will answer. Because i've no friends and no blog fans. No one will ever care about my blog. I blog for myself to be happy because blogging's my passion.



Olevels around the corner and truthfully, i've not done ANY SERIOUS STUDYING. just waiting for time to past everyday and celebrate each new day. I swear i'll study for a billion times. I even planned out a laoniang timetable to follow but not much things i stated on the timetable was done. No, totally nothing was accomplished. I really hate making so much empty promises to myself. Firstly, i swear to eat grass the whole week because i'm money-tight and i really have to save money, but in the end, i ate more than anyone else. Secondly, I really hate the feeling of being grounded BY MYSELF, not even by my parents. They gave me a lot of freedom to do anything i want to because they have faith in me and trust me to study on my own. So... not to disappoint them, i shall get serious and STUDY ! O.O

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Tomorrow's late reporting day. But it's not as if i don't have to go to school. ZZZ. -oo-