i had broke many promises to myself
i said i would study hard from last mth i did not
i said i would do so last week i also did not
even now i seriously did not
i also promises to save money and not buy a single thing but i broke my promises
fucking piss off
why cant i be clever?
why cant i be rich?
i am sad
what if i failed my english
what if i did not but i failed my overall
what if i drop to normal
what if nobody cares
omg i am getting frightened
why i did not spend my sep holidays useful
like revising till i became mad or something
or perhaps nearly mad
why must i wait till now then i am scared
and tell myself that i would study hard hard but i did not
what am i doing here
revising?
gossiping?
typing?
exams are really coming elaine
gambade i must work hard!
i ended my lame blog
at least i did blog something
my bloggie is like dying
now it is full and healthy WOOTS!