4 more days to China. AWESOME MUCH.



But i aint feeling a tiny bit of awesomeness. In fact, i'm not feeling very good right now.

42 days of living in a totally stranger country
42 days out of the yucky-yet-beloved Singapore
42 days of travelling hours to the city
42 days without silly laughters with pauline and jiayanny
42 days of eating cheap food
42 days of shopping non-stop (Y)
ok, maybe 42 days of real fun
BUT,
i wonder how i'm going to survive 42 days without daddy
no one to hug me tight on bus
no one to hug me to bed every now and then
no more of walking-aimlessly around everywhere
no more quarrellings (hopefully) over tiny whiny stuffs
no more sweet kisses on my forehead
no more sunshine smiles from daddy
1 day apart already seems like eternity,
42 days will most probably be the toughest days of my life.

Worst still, i'm so going to miss daddy's 18th birddddd day, our 11th month anniversary as well as 1st year sweet anniversary.

IT IS SO FREAKING NOT AWESOME AT ALL.

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