Today's a beautiful day. Wonderful torrents of rain descending upon the earth, bringing life to plants and humans alike. Yet, i aint feeling any happier.


Last night, i buried myself into the cosy luxury of my bed, back into the warmth of my blanket, back into the familiar. But something's different. Something's definitely bothering me. The thought of starting school in less than 2weeks, suck. Worse's that chuazhaoyu and i are not even in the same lecture, tutorial or practical classes. NOT EVEN ONEEEE, so what's the point of being in the same course? We're just like some idiots being happy-for-nothing the past few months. Phuck! This totally dampen my spirits. Three years of poly life, what if i've no friends? What if the friends i made are damn sucky? What if...


What if nobody wants to be my friend? Hahahhaha getting emo here.


Nah, elaine shall be happy and think positive. She shall have many many, countless friends in future. Yay meeeeeeeee






Happier stuffs.


PamElaine went to K-box on tuesday. We sang from 2 to 9.30! Hahahahahahahahaha





Gosh. My face's super bright.

Our oreo chocolate.

PAMELAAA SPILLED IT! ;DDD






Shopping with chuazhaoyu that dog on wednesday.

The ship! Chicken chop with baked cheese,ham and mushrooms. Yummmmmmmmy

Out with limjiayan yesterday.

I look like i've just woken up in this picture -oo-

Gosh. To think again, perhaps i'm not really too bothered about the poly stuffs. I don't know either. I have mixed feelings now. I may seemed happy awhile but the next second i'm sad. This is weird.

I think i have split personality. Yes, it must be.


It's a good friday today. And i'm stuck at home because nobody askes me out. I'm just a phone call away and NOBODY ASKES ME OUT. I'm a lonerrrrrr. Friends, i have none. So, i went to make friends with the birds and squirrels. However, even the birds that usually sing outside my window's gone. I'm bored.